The real Dream. This is how I want to feel.
I will read this everyday. EVERY single day. AND I will do it in the mirror. I will look at myself when I say these words. I will allow these words to permeate every cell in my body. I will love these words.
This is where I typically go astray. I disconnect from my heart. That is really what those last few pounds I hold onto are for me....a disconnection. I keep my heart at a distance. I choose to ignore it. To shush it.
So, I am committing to connecting. To keeping it intimate for myself. To not Glaze Over the truth of what I really want, deserve, and truly AM.
Here's the dream.........
I am in the best shape of my life! I am a bold, beautiful, ROCKIN 128 lbs. My new relationship with food is one of mutual respect and love. I eat delicious foods that taste fabulous with freedom and self control. I choose foods today that help me maintain my peaceful and beautiful high of feeling good. I love my sexy smoking hot bod! I wear it well:-) As I lift Addy Mei up, I get a glance at my toned soft arms and can feel my strength. I love wearing my cute little running shorts because I know how Andy can’t get enough of my feminine and shapely legs and I love how far they can take me today. I move from one activity to the next with energy and enthusiasm. I move and use what I got. Working out is one of my favorite parts of my daily routine YES!!. Today I like to sweat and challenge myself. It makes me feel beautiful and feeling things shift and tighten just never gets old. I am fabulously fit! I have the sculpted back I have always wanted. BUT my favorite part of my body is my abs. They are kick ass!!! I am the poster girl for post baby six pack and I own it. I rock my bikini and weather I am swimming, laying out, playing frisbee or sitting up on my blanket....I am at total ease with my body. The presence I feel in my own skin today is easy and like a huge awesome exhale....it’s natural. Walking around in sweats, bathing suit , bra and underwear, naked.....it is all natural and effortless. I feel pretty. My passion oozes through my radiant skin. My hair is growing so fast and shines in my hip funky do wether I spend time on it or air dry and throw it up. I am so damn cool:-) Which brings me to my wardrobe......I love wearing my clothes. They fit ME and are an extension of ME. I dress for myself, my personality, my creativity, and my body. I have fun getting dressed and expressing myself with what I wear. Dressing this size 4 body is a dream and I feel fabulous!!!!
My mind and heart are open to more than I could have imagined. This is what I have dreamed about. This is who I truly am. I AM FREE!!!!!!
My mind and heart are open to more than I could have imagined. This is what I have dreamed about. This is who I truly am. I AM FREE!!!!!!
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