Day 17
I have been contemplating what to write about today since I woke up. I should say I have been complaining internally about what to write about since I woke up today. I am tired. Getting up somewhere between 4 and 5 am everyday to run or walk is taking it's toll. Lulu still gets up at least once in the middle of the night too.
I really don't need that much sleep. I just know I need more than I have been getting. I am and have always been a morning person. One really good night's sleep and I will feel like my normal, happy, even tempered self again.
However, with a lack of sleep I am slowly becoming less and less fun to be around. It is not constant. The majority of the time I am my normal happy self. But the bitchiness and snappy remarks come quickly and without warning. My poor husband and kids.
When I am tired and cranky I get lazy and hungry. When I get lazy and hungry I get more tired and cranky. SOOOOO not a good place for me.
AMEN to be aware of it today!
So.........I am cutting this post short. I am taking care of myself tonight and going to bed (without a snack). I love this blog too much to start resenting it.
I will be back tomorrow bright eyed and bushy tailed.
Can't believe I just used the expression bright eyed and bushy tail! I sound like my mother!
and what the hell does it mean anyway???!!
Not so bad to sound like your mother, I hear she is a really cool lady!! (and by the way - I have no idea what "bright eyed and bushy tailed" means either. We probably have to ask "GG"
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