Commitment

Today is Day 7. For the last seven days I have done my 20 minute morning meditation and have posted on this blog. I have to tell you......if feels good and solid. It is like I am making deposits in my own bank of self worth. I am keeping my promise to myself. I am learning to trust myself. I am proud of that.

Even better, it feels like I am turning something on that has been, not asleep, but very tired and sluggish for a little while. Writing for me is a release. It also makes me feel a part of in some weird way. Maybe it is because I spent so many years being shy and now I am finding my voice. Or maybe it is just because it feels good and clean to be so honest and open.

The meditation is just freakin fantastic. I am ahhing my ass off and loving it. Yes, it was a bit awkward at first. I do it outside in my backyard after my jog. I am so much clearer and focused after working up a sweat. BUT.... what if the neighbors here me? What would they think?
Um.....don't give a shit. I have good neighbors. We like each other. ANNNDDD........I will leave it at that. This manifesting mama is too busy bringing in love to worry about what someone else is thinking!

(Annie came downstairs today during my meditation. As I was in the middle of ahhing, I feel this presence getting nearer. I opened my eyes and the look on that kids face was priceless. "WHAT are  you doin mommy????" She'll get it soon enough. For now, we had a good laugh)

I have a lot of goals or intentions for this summer. I will be sharing them periodically. The first being, to grow my intenSati classes. I am recommitting myself to this practice and teaching it. For the last year or so I have been sorta half assing it. One foot in and one foot out. I had my baby and I was stretched thin....but I am back! I am ready to take this on now and move forward. By the end of the summer, better yet....by the end of July...I will be teaching to a packed room of an enthusiastic and open community of people who adore the practice and are ready to take it on!!!! Bring it!!!!!

Here is my series for this month....just did it for the first time tonight...so fun!

I know what I want
And I can make it happen
I see obstacles
as opportunities
My bliss is
my responsibility
I commit to sticking with it
No matter what
I am diciplined
And I am free now
Worry?
No way, now is my time
Doubt?
No way, now is my time
Waiting?
No way, now is my time
My time is now
Abundance is mine

I am strengthened
When I seek to make truth
My own reality
All is Well