Got to be honest. Didn't want to write tonight. Was very close to saying, "Screw it!"
BUT........
Here I am.
I can be a heavy little thing. I take it all soooo serious. I have been know to take myself way too seriously. I sometimes complicate and worry. What does it mean? Am I doing "it" right? What if....?
I sort of went there today. About more than one thing too. It was like everything became bigger, more serious and more challenging in the last 12 hours. I started taking it all on. Trying to figure out my whole life as well as everyone else I care about. I was taking care of business.......all in my head.
Exhausting and so freakin annoying.
Moving on, MOVING ON........ .
I want more of this...........
Joy and freedom.
I can honestly say, without any hesitation, that I do have the opportunity and the privilege of feeling these two things on a daily basis....... if I want to. Sometimes it is for a brief minute and other times I am blessed to have it last. It is completely up to me.
Two of my favorite prayers are "All is well" and "Enjoy".
My focus...my attention....my intention is to live with more and more joy and freedom.
AAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
no! don't say screw it! i so look forward to your posts! alot of what u say really really hits home-esp about being addicted to criticizing myself. i'm never too busy for that it seems. very bad habit. i can do 100 right things but i will focus on the one thing i didn't do. that endless loop in my head that tells me how short of being a good human i am falling is uber hard to silence. working on it. you help! tanks! :)
ReplyDeleteyou, my friend, just made me smile...thank you.
ReplyDeleteglad i didn't say screw it, today is a new day, another opportunity to feel good.
choosing to only look for reasons to feel good today, focusing on that.... no matter what.
you in?
I'm in, I'm in!!! joy joy joy!
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